Hello,
I have finally done it! I have just released by first short non-fiction book about my ghostly and spiritual experiences aptly named, The Man in Black. It is available on Amazon.com and Amazon.co.uk.
You can read an excerpt on a previous post on here!
I am now going to work this blog like a diary because so many things have been happening. I have been arguing with my Man in Black & Spiritual Guide, Nathan along with my spirit protectors and team. As I have previously said, this usually happens when I think they are trying to tell me how to run my life a little bit too much, something I talk about in the book. It all started after I was given the news from my Solicitor that I was officially divorced on the 28th November. I guess, I will never forget that date rather like the way I always remember being in labour for 17 hours and 58 minutes with my daughter on Christmas Eve! Lol.
Although, I am ecstatic to be a free woman, I experienced some sadness and my mood dropped. On top of that it has been hectic setting up my publishing company ( just waiting on the bank finalising my business account) and I have been suffering some symptoms from my balance an neurological disorder, all of which made me think about life and how it has been treating me lately. I am not going to go on in to the sob & pity me story suffice to say, I ended up spouting a few home truths to my spirit team about life and how they had forgotten how painful it was to live sometimes. I switched their interference off and refused to speak or acknowledge them for a while to get some space.
I found out from a lady working in a shoe shop in my town, who is also a Medium that she has similar experiences rowing with her Guides and also stops speaking to them for a while when they get on her nerves and she has finished shouting at them like me. Nice to know I am not the only one!
So, what has this got to do with all the strangeness going on around me I spoke of earlier? Well, when I shut them off they will keep quite for a short period of time and will then do all in their power to get me to notice them again which can be infuriating or amusing depending on which way you would choose to look at the situation. It started yesterday morning when I was sitting in my favourite cafe chatting to my friend. There were two large flashes of light. We couldn't work out where they came from. Also, on the way back from the bathroom I noticed a light flash in the deserted hallway against the white door. I stared at the door then up at the lights waiting for them to flicker like they do at home and sometimes when I am out when I argue with Nathan but they didn't. As I moved towards the door to open it in to the restaurant, the alarm for the whole building suddenly went off.
Alarms and sirens are used by my team to try and get my attention. When I sit in the cafe on the High Street, walk around the shops, sit at home and watch the TV they will both show and make me listen to sirens and alarms going off. In the last few days I have seen a lot of Ambulances, Fire engines, police cars etc. It means listen as do the flashing lights. What signs are used by your Guides and Angels to get your attention?
During the night I woke up suddenly to four large flashes of white light in the room. There was no lightening storm and it had the same feel as the flashes I had seen in the morning. Still I am a stubborn woman and when a point needs to be made I stick to it and I promptly ignored them.
The following morning I became aware of a Native American Spirit. I have been told before this man was around me but I have never seen him or made contact. He didn't speak to me but he took on the appearance of a Scout. I am still unsure as to why he keeps showing himself to me. But he is one of three new spirits I have been seeing around me. The second is a priest who is there to give me spiritual counselling as I have become disillusioned with my faith in the event of my strong emotions over my divorce, having to move from my home and illness.
But the third gave me a surprise last night. I was asleep and then woke with a jerk to see the full almost solid image with my physical eyes of a young professor type man standing next to my bookcase in a red shirt, navy jumper and trousers with longish dark hair reading a book. Disturbed, I asked him to leave but he did not go and my team didn't appear to want to make him. Both he and Nathan placed their hands on my arm to give me comfort but I would still not be moved. Sometimes things hurt too much.
This man has followed me around all day with a book. I don't know who he is. He will not tell me but I believe he is there to help me somehow and I think it is for me to work out. Perhaps he is from the old Hospice on which the flats I live in are built?
I will post again soon. In the meantime enjoy my new book which is also available on Kindle Unlimited!
Sara!
