Men In White Robes, Not Showering Alone, Nudity, Dream Protectors,, Baby Spirits, Spirit Medical Team & The Myth of Loneliness

Hello,

I wrote a rough draft of this post this morning while sitting in Carluccios having breakfast after having just had a full body lava shell massage and my eyebrows done.  Why am I divulging this useless information?  Well, because of the strange experience I have every time I have one!

When I have a massage, the beauty therapist and I are not the only people in the room.  I usually have a spirit audience!  Not something you want to think about when you are lying flat on your face with nothing but your underwear on and half way down your backside!

My principal guide and twin Flame, Nathan loves to tag along with a group of MIBs who always accompany me when I go out.  They never let me out on my own or is it they are just men who like to shop and afraid to admit it? Lol.  Who knows.  They must get bored standing around in the flat  When I go for a massage they come too.

As usual they stand in their strategic guarding positions but thankfully, many of them fade so I can't physically see them, although in my mind's eye I can see them if I wish to.  There is always a large mirror in the massage room and I can always see Nathan standing next to me when I have stripped off just before I am ready to lie down.  I try not to let it bother me.  But when the massage starts and you suddenly realise that other spirits have appeared in the room and are standing around the table ready to heal you then things get a bit more embarrassing.

I won't go in to the whole thing but the next minute, in my mind's eye I see men in white robes standing over me to place their hands on my head and the body, healing me along with the therapist!  This has happened a few times, sometimes at night in my bedroom after which I have experienced what can only be described as a detox.

This is a departure from the medical team they usually have around me and they appear when I conduct healing sessions on someone else.  Since I have had non-epileptic seizures, balance problems, falls and more, I have had medical doctors in spirit helping me.  To emphasise they are doctors, they will wear a stethoscope around their necks and surgical masks on occasion.  They advise on diet, exercise and more.  It is wonderful to be looked after so well but sometimes it can be irritating being told what to do all the time.  And why they all have to be men with only the appearance of two nurses, one of which is often dressed in a World War One uniform and one female doctor who isn't there most of the time, beats me!

Nathan and my MIBs are with me constantly.  They never leave my side as I have already mentioned and they take their work very seriously.  It can become infuriating even though most of it is endearing to be surrounded by your soul family and those loyal to it.  Quite often it leads to arguments.  Yep, I have a rant when they get on my nerves or they take over too much and act like control freaks.  I hope no one ever sees me having a shout at them in the living room! Lol.  When I do that, they just take it and then one of them will show me they are holding a newborn baby over their shoulder.  They will pat the baby's back and walk around with it as though nursing some pain or discomfort the child is feeling.  This MIB will point at the baby and then me indicating the child they hold is meant to represent me.  Then he has the audacity to put the baby in a pram and move it back and forth and jiggle it as though to soothe and calm the baby as though it has colic.  Cheek!

Anyway to get back to this question of privacy from spirit.  Answer, there is none.  And yes that includes the bathroom.  I never shower alone and I do my best not to think about it.  I am not going in to anything else here. Lol.  Nudity does not bother them and they appear to not give a damn.  I wish I felt the same way.  The best I get when I complain is then turning their backs putting a blindfold on and headphones.  As if that makes it any better!

Every room in the flat has Men In Black in it guarding.  Why?  Who knows.  All I am aware of is that they are watching for other entities, orbs etc that shouldn't be there.  They are always looking upwards towards the ceilings and the nooks and crannies for anything that could cause a threat.  I have seen spirits appear unannounced in my bedroom or somewhere else in my home and they are quickly escorted out.

This also applies to those spirits I see in a vision in my mind.  Quite often when I wake up, I will close my eyes again and doze.  As I do, occasionally, I will see a spirit appear in a vision up close.  They will turn and stare at me as though I am there with them in an alternate reality.  They are right in my face.  My response is to open my eyes wide in shock and call for Nathan's assistance to get rid of them.  I want to help those in spirit but my bedroom and my rest time is off limits.

Anyway, this spirit tried it again.  He was stopped and then on his third try I found myself  in a car showroom with him.  He was standing away from me at the bottom end of the room.  He turned and tried to walk towards me but something or should I say someone was blocking his path, Nathan.  Every time, the spirt tried to walk towards me Nathan would walk towards the man and block him.  This happened a few times before he took the hint and the image disappeared.

I have actually been having a bad dream where I have been cornered and about to be attacked by a man.  The dream was a recurring theme dream.  It was always vivid and I found myself screaming for Nathan.  He duly arrived and helped me.  Apart from the last time I had this dream when I felt ecstatic that I somehow developed super human strength and fought my would be rapist off on my own.

I am never alone and I firmly believe no one else in the world is either, no matter what they say or feel!  You just have to look a little closer to see who is standing by your side on your team, ready to give comfort, support, encouragement and protection at a moment's notice, even in your dreams.  Life isn't an easy job for anyone to get through.  We all need some help no matter what anyone says.

This world is a crowded place, not just because of the living but because of the spirits who came with us as advisors, protectors and helpers.  I know because I see them.  If I don't see their outlines or full physical presence with my eyes, I will see evidence of them around people in the form of small twinkling lights in all different colours.  This was true of today when I met a friend on the street this afternoon and went for coffee with her.  Costa was full of spirits with people coming and going trying to get my attention.  So much so, I sometimes mistake spirits for the living.

As one of my Medium friends told me when I first asked her about my team of Men In Black suits protectors and why they were there, you came as a team on a life mission, you are just the one with the body.

So next time you feel that crippling loneliness that can be felt when there is just you or even if you are with crowds of people and family, realise you are not alone.  Ask who is standing by your side.  You may just be surprised at the answer.

Remember, don't have nightmares!

Sara

The Secret Army Behind Putin, Dancing Devils & Shadows

Hello,

This is just a small post and prelude to another longer more in depth one I will be doing over the weekend.

Another week has come to an end so before you go out partying here is a few short notes on the spooky and strange that has been happening to me today!  How was yours?

After not sleeping very well last night, something I will be talking about in my next post, I got up early.  Before getting ready or having any breakfast, I decided to check my emails and do some work.  I often write early morning as well.  The TV is always on in the background.  I am not a great fan of breakfast TV.  I find the constant stream and repeat of news as well as the way they talk down to you, draining and frustrating.  I would rather be watching pop videos.  But today the news was on.

I glanced up at the TV and saw Putin coming off a plane.  Once more my MIBs drew my attention to something I had been seeing off and on around the Russian President for a while.  They always show me small cartoon like devils dancing around his head rather like those birds you see on a cartoon when a character gets knocked on the head and is dazed.  It made me more alert, especially after what has happened here in the UK with the ex Russian spy and his daughter being poisoned by a nerve agent which many believe as an assassination attempt ordered by Putin.  These devils were a warning for me and not just for amusement.

I have recently seen the same thing with a so called friend of mine.  She was taking pot shots at me with a smile on her face and putting me down in front of a few people.  She was very rude and sarcastic and enjoying what she was doing.  Every one noticed.  My MIBs were not impressed  and decided to warn me about her true character and advise me to back away from our friendship.  They showed me two horns on her head and a long devil's tail curling from her body around her.  To the side there was a devil figure skulking in the corner.  I wasn't sure whether to laugh or be afraid.  I learnt my lesson and backed off so she couldn't hurt me again.

Anyway, getting back to Putin this morning . . . The news then showed him appearing on a stage at a podium.  I was immediately told something I had been briefly told before that someone in spirit was constantly whispering in Putin's ear and telling him what to do.  I saw a semi-circle of men who looked like my own MIBs standing behind him on the stage.  They were dressed the same way as my own in black suits with long black wool coats on.  This freaked me out.  My principal MIB guide and Twin Flame, Nathan informed me that one of them stood next to Putin on the stage and whispered at him while he spoke.  Nathan called these men a shadow army who are part of a dark movement against light workers on the planet.  I guess if there are good MIBs like mine then it stands to reason there will be bad.

When I see a negative spirit, especially ones who pretend they are Nathan or an MIB from my team, their skin looks as though it is grimy and covered in dirt.  I can spot them a mile off and they are swiftly evicted.  Be careful out there.

Right I am off partying but remember I will be doing another post over the weekend so check in again!

Thank Crunchie it is Friday!  Have fun!

And remember, don't have nightmares!

Sara

Alien Encounters, Starseeds & Adult Indigos, Strange Lights, 1970s, Most Haunted & Celebrity Ghost Hunt

Hello,

A shorter post tonight to finish off what I started yesterday!  First, I want to tell you what I saw on Most Haunted on Friday night.  Did you watch it?  Let me know if you saw anything.

I saw numerous faces on the wall, the grey mist they talked about walking towards them and the face of a girl next to the doll that mysteriously caught fire before Karl's jacket was set aflame by a spirit!  I have to say that I did not pick up anything negative even though this happened.  Not until Fred did his Lucifer incantation.  WTF?  Why would you do that???  At the start, I picked up on the man they mentioned from the 1950s, a man in a kilt with a large moustache.  I could see his face on the wall.  I would love to know what you saw, felt or heard.

It has been a busy day.  I have increased relaying messages to people from their guides and my own MIB ones.  I love doing that especially when it makes people feel better.  Some of my MIBs are going to help protect a friend's energy from someone after their guides requested their assistance.  Well, they told me they wanted jobs and I so eager for them to help others as well as little old me.

I have been doing a lot of research on Starseeds & Indigos after really resonating with the whole concept.  Am I an alien from outer space incarnated in to a human life to help raise the consciousness of planet earth?  God knows! Lol.  But after watching several YouTube videos out of a ton on there, I have to say that I do correlate with a lot of the signs.  Did you watch the links I provided in one of my recent posts? Think you are one?

One of the signs is that you are homesick even though you are at home.  I remember as a child, teenager, young woman that I have asked out loud to go home.  I still do.  I just want to go home.  It is such a strong overwhelming feeling.  When I was very ill with my fits and stroke like symptoms caused by FND and throughout the divorce when I lost so much, I begged my Guides to take me home.  Like the people they talk of in the videos I feel an intense loneliness and I cannot relate to a lot of people including my immediate family.  I always felt like the odd one out and we do not even speak.  This has gone on for years and it is very sad.

However, I haven't had any alien encounters.  But I do wonder about an experience I had when I was a child, around eight years old.  I was always waking up at night seeing strange things in my room.  I was always frightened.  Now I know what it was and that my MIBs have been with me since birth.  However, they did not make themselves known to me properly until my marriage began to end in 2010.  I remember waking up with a strange orange/yellow glow coming through the blinds covering the window in to the room which would have been in the late 1970s.  I couldn't work out what it was.  It wasn't headlights from a car or anything else.  I remember feeling intensely afraid and I just wanted to get to my parent's bedroom and wake them.  I managed to get up and pressed my body back against the wall of my bedroom as I tried to edge my way out of the room keeping my eyes on the light.  but I suddenly stopped feeling paralysed and I couldn't move for a long time.  I was very frightened of this light.  I don't know how I began to move again but I did.  It was so strong and then I was running in to my parent's room. I can recall it so vividly now.  Was that an alien experience?  Or a child's overactive imagination?

Have to say though, not sure I want to know I really look like one of those strange grey aliens. :). If you have any views on the Starseed or Indigo theories, I would love to hear them.  In the meantime, here is the link for Victor Oddo & The Seven Signs You Are A Starseed again.  I like this guy, he says it like it is!  And he is just plain nice. :)

I am going now but remember Celebrity Ghost Hunt is on tonight, Channel 5 at 10pm!

Don't have nightmares!

Sara

Celebrity Ghost Hunt, Rats, Haunted Kettles, 1920's Gangster Ghosts, Spiritual Erotica & More

Hello,

I have had to restrain myself from doing a post every day so much has been happening!  I want to share all of my experiences with you.  Hopefully, it will prompt you to have your own if you haven't yet already any.

So where do I start.  Celebrity Ghost Hunt yet again!  My daughter and I were watching the latest episode while Rylan Clark-Oneal led another team of so called celebrities (none of whom I had ever seen before!) on a ghost hunt in a now disused underground mail train.  I could see lots of shadows and the outlines of spirits not to mention a ton of faces throughout the underground tunnels.  Sometimes it gets infuriating because I can see things they are not paying attention to or have not caught their eye and I want them to stand still so I can see more. Lol.

Despite enjoying the programme, I couldn't help closing my eyes off and on because the day had been tiring.  However, they were soon wide open in surprise when I suddenly saw the physical presence of a spirit the team hadn't seen on the screen.  He was as clear as day.  The spirit was a middle-aged man and contemporary.  He wore a black fabric bomber jacket with some writing in white I could not see to read clearly and black trousers  It looked like he was wearing some kind of uniform.  He was of medium height in stature, appeared middle aged and stout.  He had black hair and a full beard.  He was coming out of an office and in his hand he held the tail of rat he was holding upside down!

I was hit with the sudden realisation that although we can't always see spirit or other paranormal things going on, a camera will record them you just have to tune in to their frequency.  Everyone can learn to do this so keep your eyes pealed.  It is amazing what you can see sometimes when you are least expecting it!

While I watched, Celebrity Ghost Hunt the paranormal activity which is often so prevalent around me and my daughter, increased in our lounge.  A white orb shot across the room and my MIBs paced back and forth.  Maybe they wanted to get in on the act. Lol.

The next day I was working at the dining table at the back of the large open lounge.  The kitchen door was to the side and it was open.  I was working on the finishing details of my publishing company and starting to update one of my novels I will load to the company website as soon as it is completed.  My principal MIB and Twin Flame, Nathan always helps me with my stories by enlarging the scenes I envision in my mind and making me feel as though I am really there watching the action unfold like an observer at the side.  While I wrote my Vampire Swords Trilogy as Victoria Wolf, I could feel the snow around me and later rain and sea.  It is exhilarating.  It is especially true of the erotica novels written under my pen name, Arabella Kingsley.  Nathan will often play the hero in the story or the role will be granted to another of the MIBs and the scenes develop like a movie.  Sometimes, I think it is Nathan who is the real Arabella Kingsley! Lol.  Where the hell does he get his sordid ideas from? Lol.

Anyway, I am digressing like I always do.  I was innocently working when I heard a familiar clicking sound.  I looked up and immediately directed my attention to the kettle sitting on the bench in clear view in the kitchen.  It started to boil even though there was no water in it.  I stared at it amused and rose to turn it off.  There was no one in the kitchen or anywhere near it.  And no, the kettle worked perfectly fine before that and has since.  It does not have an electrical fault.  I would say my MIBs might be looking to make some tea because I make nothing but at home but they present themselves as Americans and I have a feeling they prefer coffee.  This is probably due to the fact that I knew most of them in a past life in the 1800s in Wisconsin and in New York when I have been informed I was last alive before dying in 1926.  I always joke that I think they were part of the mob in New York.  Nathan has told Mediums I am his doll. :). So I am pretty sure I am right. :)

I haven't got time to go in to the Starseed phenomenon.  Did you watch the video  provided in the link on the last post?  Do you believe you might be one?

I have so much to tell you but I want to keep the posts short enough so you don't get bored! :). But tomorrow I will do another one about what I saw on the latest Most Haunted with the doll that caught fire!

Remember, don't have nightmares!

Sara

Stalking Shopper Ghosts, Spirit & Destiny Magazine Interview, Rattling Noises During Celebrity Ghost Hunt, MIB Helpers, Starseeds & ET Phone Home

Hello,

Great news!  My interview with Spirit & Destiny Magazine in the UK about my MIBs and spooky experiences will be featured in their July issue!

So what has been happening?  Lots as usual.  I want to talk about Starseeds but first here are a few experiences I have recently had.  The first one involves the new TV programme, Celebrity Ghost Hunt and some table rattling while watching Rylan Clark-Neal lead a team of so called celebrities on a ghost hunt.  My daughter and I were binge watching the episodes we had missed one evening.  During, the show while they were all listening for bangs, footsteps and more from the ghostly inhabitants of the building they were conducting the ghost hunt in, something started rattling very loudly in the room we sat in.  Surprised, my daughter turned down the sound on the TV and I quickly stood looking for the source of the noise.  I knew it was somewhere in front of us because of how loud it was.

I checked the TV, Xbox, Sky box etc.  Nothing.  Then I turned my attention to the glass coffee table in front of me.  It wasn't moving but it was now clear the loud rattling sound was coming from there.  I have several photographs and small ornaments on the table yet I couldn't see any of them moving.  I took away a plate I had placed there but the strange sound didn't stop.  Then I looked at the three candles in glass casings pressed closed together.  There appeared to be no movement but as soon as I removed the largest the noise stopped dead!

I grinned at the two MIBs I could clearly see guarding in the doorway of the kitchen and the others near me thinking it was them but I was to receive a surprise.  A pin prick of blue light rested over one of my photographs on my grandfather indicating it was him who had made the noise. I think he wanted us to experience what we were watching on the TV!

Another spooky occurrence I wanted to tell you about last time involved a stalking shopper ghost.  My friend who is also a Spiritual Medium and I met for coffee in a Costa inside our local Debenhams she works in part-time.  I had been in the Costa the day before meeting another friend and had picked up on a male spirit watching me from the men's department visible from my table.  It had left me feeling very uneasy, hot and uncomfortable.  Afterwards, I walked around the shopping centre and felt as though I were being followed but I wasn't sure if it was the same spirit.  When I asked if I could help, even though I just wanted to get away, the young man replied he didn't want any help, he just wanted to watch me.  Creepy.  My MIBs had moved in closer around me at the time in some sort of military diamond formation.  Nathan is always at my side but there was one in front of me, another behind and one on either side.  It made me feel much safer if not surprised at just how protective they can be of me.

Anyway, my friend quickly told me that she had felt as though someone in spirit in Costa had been watching her all the time.  We had a coffee and then moved across from Debenhams to a restaurant to have lunch.  Everything was peaceful until I noticed a young man in spirit moving up and down the path outside looking in the windows at us in my mind's eye while my physical eyes saw his outline.  He wasn't the same one in the Mall but was definitely the spirit who had been watching me the day before in Debenhams while I had coffee.  Not long after the lights started to flash.  This is usually an indication that my MIBs are warning me something is wrong and they want me to move on.  My friend mentioned she felt uncomfortable and asked if we could leave.

We went back to Costa and sat in the seat in the window.  My friend was facing me and had a good view of the fence and seating around the small river outside.  She suddenly told me there was a young man sitting on the fence staring at her all the time.  She was really perturbed.  I leaned forward and turned my head to get a better look and sure enough I could see him as clear as day.  My friend had no doubts he was a spirit even though he could be physically seen.  He grinned at me and I frowned also feeling uneasy.  So I asked Nathan and my MIBs to go and check him out to see why he was stalking us and what he wanted.  I watched their outlines walk out the door and then very clearly saw two of them stand over the spirit in their long black coats in my mind's eye.

I couldn't hear any conversation but I knew they would move him on and not let him cause any more trouble.  I rummaged around in my bag looking for something while telling my friend with amusement that I felt like Mr Burns in The Simpsons when he ordered Smithers to release the hounds!  The moment I said release the hounds my friend said the spirit sitting on the fence disappeared.  He hasn't been back to bother us with his stalking again.

This preceded my principal MIB guide & Twin Flame Nathan and my other MIBs asking me to give them jobs to do.  They want to be of more use now they are getting me to the other side of my divorce and my publishing company is nearly up and running.  They want to do more.  They are bored of just hanging around.  So I have had them assisting unaware people, such as an older friend of mine who needed help walking to the bathroom, a woman who needed supporting on a rackety train while on holiday and more.  

This brings me neatly on to the topic of Starseeds, Indigo Adults/Children and wondering if my MIBs are something much more than spirits who want to help and guard me for a reason I still cannot fathom.

Check out this fab YouTube Video by Victor Oddo and the seven signs you are a Starseed before my next post when I will be discussing Starseeds & Indigo children in more depth.  After watching this, I have no doubts I am one.  Maybe my MIBs are extra-terrestrial and not spirits after all!  Maybe I should phone home!

Remember, don't have nightmares and spare a thought for me tonight.  I mentioned in my last post about the spirit who has the lift in my small block of flats make a eerie clunking noise to annoy me.  He wants me to leave he told me because I attract too much spiritual activity and he doesn't like me.  He appeared to disappear (no doubt my MIBs had a hand in that) for a while but when I came home today and entered the bathroom the noise began in earnest again together with the flashing lights.  Nathan informed me that he is inside the lift and they can't get him out.  I think he is a wily spirit.  His cigarette smoke has been around off and on as well.  Oh joy!  Let's hope he doesn't keep me awake tonight.


Sara

Haunted lifts, World War One Hospitals, Hospices & Things That Go Clunk In The Night!

Hello,

I wanted to do another blog post when I'd heard from Spirit & Destiny as to whether they are going to feature my interview in the magazine at some point but I have been told that I need to wait until they have had their features meeting.  Here's hoping it will be good news.

So what has been happening?  A lot is the easy answer.  I will start with the haunted lift!  When my ex husband and I finally sold our house last year as part of the divorce, I was left with only a week to move out.  I decided to rent a flat in a new small countryside town in Hertfordshire not far from the house.  I had to act quick and the flat was ideal and spacious for both myself and my daughter.  Only one snag, it had been built on top of the site of a the old hospice.  However, I was assured by the estate agent that no spiritual activity had been prevalent and getting the ok from my MIB spirit guards, we moved in.

Everything was great in the first week but in the second, the first of a series of troublesome faults appeared.  The toilet in my ensuite bathroom continuously flushed and the agent couldn't get the plumber out for a few days despite my hassling because I was being kept awake at night by the constant noise of running water.  It felt like water torture.  I might as well have been water boarded.  That was fixed and then later on the shower in the ensuite started to drip constantly and the taps in both bathrooms often leaked water for a while after use.  The shower didn't get fixed until recently.  I initially put it all down to faulty plumbing in a relatively new building but then something else happened.

A month ago my daughter came in to my room in the middle of the night shaken up and disturbed by a strange noise.  I often hear noises at night apart from the obvious ones of the building settling and it is usually a spirit trying to get my attention.  As a Medium, I am used to them trying to penetrate the protection my MIB spirits put around by walking around my room and the rest of the flat guarding both myself and my daughter.  I often witness them escorting a spirit trying to make contact out of my room.  That is why I sleep with headphones in and listen to an audiobook to stop the disturbance.

I tried to work out what the clunking noise was but I couldn't.  It went on for days until I came in the main door of the block of six flats and had my attention drawn to the lift stationary on the ground floor in the middle of the building.  It was making the strange clunking noise as though someone had pressed the button for it to go up and it couldn't quite make it.  It made the sound over an over again.  I quickly dismissed it as being anything spooky believing it to be something wrong with the lift again. On Christmas Day, my friend from upstairs got stuck in it with her adult son and my daughter and I had to call the fire brigade to get them out.  The lift had been quickly fixed and there had been no problem for quite a few weeks until now.  I tried to put it out of my mind and ignore it.  But the noise fast became loud, especially through the night and began to distract both myself and my daughter just as the running water had done.

I also noticed that when the lift made the eerie noise the lights in both bathrooms quite often began to flash in unison but not on all occasions.  Again, I tried to put it down to a faulty circuit breaker interfering with the lights.  But I knew that my MIBs often flashed the lights in the flat to warn me of something, or if I was going to fall or have a fit with my health condition.  Then one night it got to the point where I began to think about moving out.

It was around 3.00am in the morning when I woke to go to the bathroom.  I'd heard the noise off an on through the night before then and was mad it was doing its best to keep me awake.  I couldn't understand why it went for long periods during the day not making any sound.  I got to the bathroom and the lift noise went crazy and soon after, the lights in the bathroom also flashed continuously.  It was accompanied by a strong feeling of fear.  I am not ashamed to admit I was terrified.  Someone was around and deliberately doing this to me.  I just knew it.  The whole episode co-incided with a smell of cigarette smoke hanging around the hallway in the flat that appeared and disappeared at will since we'd arrived that even the removal people noticed.  I did find out later that the young man who'd rented the flat from his parents before me a while ago had smoked drugs in there but this was distinctive fresh cigarette smoke.

I am not usually frightened of spirits whether good or bad but the air was filled with heavy energy and was oppressive on top of the horrible strange noise.  I was so afraid I woke my daughter and bunked in with her.  Plugging my headphones in, I could see my Men in Black gather around to reassure me they would keep us both safe.  Nathan, my principal MIB guide and Twin Flame, lay on top of the bed and cuddled me.  His presence was very strong and I could physically see the outline of his body and face.  He tried to calm me down and soothe my fears.  But I knew it was bad because I could see the rest of them walking around with large spirit Mastiff dogs, something they only do when there is a real threat.

We awoke early the next morning.  My daughter left early for the gym at the school where she is finishing her A-levels, around 6.20am.  I opened the door for her and reached to turn on the communal hallway light.  As I did the strong smell of cigarette smoke hit my nose.  It was as if someone had stood in the doorway and smoked.  No one else was up!  When I went out later, the smell was there again and a white orb floated from the door past me to disappear in the hall.    


Nathan did inform me there was a man in spirit who was not happy I was in the flat.  He wasn't evil, just nasty and annoying.  He wanted the flat to himself after dying in the hospice of a smoke related illness.  A Medium friend later confirmed he'd had a tracheotomy.  He was the one making the lift noise and causing the rest of the trouble to get me out.  Too bad I am not up for leaving yet!

I mentioned the noise to my neighbour upstairs who said she'd briefly heard it and had told the lift maintenance people to come and sort it out.  They came last week and when they left the sound continued.  A new MIB spirit arrived and introduced himself.  He was there to stop the man who taunted me with the noise.  There was a definite improvement for a while but this spirit is determined and relentless.  Yesterday I heard nothing until the middle of the night when I woke up just before 2am feeling unwell.  I couldn't sleep and after getting up and going to the bathroom the clunking sound started again and once more a light flashed.  I did not sleep for the night.  I often feel he hears me get up and deliberately makes the noise.

Once more while opening the door of the flat, the doorway smelt strongly of cigarette smoke.  No one was up again and not anyone who smoked at that time of the morning right outside my door.  It drives me nuts especially when I am not feeling well.

The man regularly appears in my ensuite bathroom when I come out of the shower.  He informed me that he did not like me and that I was a witch!  I told him to get out and I didn't particularly like him before my entourage showed him out.

There have been other experiences to tell you about.  I often see an older lady doctor who used to work at the hospital in the 70s and when I fit she gives me great comfort.  Also, one night I lay in bed and in the corner of the room I kept seeing a small narrow bed with a young man in suffering pain.  Nathan asked me to move him on in to the light.  He had died a terrible death.  But the whole scene did not fit with the hospice.  Months later, I lay in bed again and noticed on either side of me there was a line of these beds with people in.  It gave me the impression that there might have been an army hospital on the site in the first world war.  I found out there were two in the town where I live during the Great War but not on this site.

I haven't really got time to tell you about the other sightings in the past week, the ones I mentioned at the end of my post last time or the spirit woman standing on the street looking up at the window when I opened the curtains this morning.  I will save it all for next time!

Have a good day and remember, don't have nightmares!

Sara

Spirt & Destiny Magazine, Characters Leaping Out of Books in to the Real World, Puritans, Witches & Rock Star Spirits

Hello,

Where do I start?  It has been a while since my last post but then a lot has been going on.  I have been so busy setting up my publishing company that will also include an online subscription library, I haven't had time to think.  However, this hasn't stopped my Spirit Guides & Guardians communicating and turning the heat up on my sensitivity to spirits and other supernatural occurrences!

First of all, I was interviewed on Friday by Spirit & Destiny Magazine about my experiences with my Men In Black.  I am just waiting to hear if and when they will be running the story after it was pitched to the editor.  Watch this space!

Second, my MIBs prompted me to re-release the vampire romance novel I wrote back in 2010 and get some bespoke cover art for it.  Vampires are coming back in to fashion in the book world at last.  I loved writing this book because of the supernatural experience I had whilst doing so.  You can read more about this on earlier posts.  But to recap this was the novel in which my Guide Nathan first appeared to me.  He literally leapt out of the book as the main character and physically appeared in front of me in my dining room as I sat and typed up the story.  He and the others guided the story by showing me images of each scene in which I felt immersed as though I were really there.

I also often felt as though I was engaging in automatic writing when working which helped give the story a strong Victorian feel to it.  I changed my pen name to Victoria Wolf and here we are.  If you are interested, take a look at it on Amazon, Barnes & Noble & more.  You can check out the blurb of the novel at my Victoria Wolf blog.

Knight of Swords will be available on Amazon & other sites until the website for my publishing company, Star Temple Publishing Ltd goes live in the very near future.  Then the book will be exclusive to the site together with the second and third books in the trilogy.  Nathan played the main protagonist, Lord Nathan Valancourt like an actor in the movie of the story playing in my mind.  The picture of the character on the front, closely resembles how he has appeared to me during this time.

So what else has been happening?  Plenty!  I am seeing more spirits than ever who appear to be gravitating towards me, being able to help more people with quick impromptu readings, channelling and both my ability to see, hear, feel and smell spirit is stronger than ever.  I am not sure where it is all leading but hopefully the MIBs will make it clear soon.  And yes, I am grounding myself!  I want to post on this blog most days and treat it like a diary as there seems to be something happening every day I need to share with you so if you like it, please keep coming back.

Recently, I met a new friend in the small town where I live in the Hertfordshire countryside.  She told me about a spirit they had encountered in one of the oldest buildings existing on the High Street housing a popular restaurant.  She'd found it amusing because the female spirit had commented on her dress and expressed her disapproval at what she was wearing as well as clothes worn by young women today.  Intrigued, I and my daughter went for breakfast.  As we finished, I excused myself and nipped up stairs to the toilets where my friend had conversed with her.  The spirit made her presence known immediately.

All I heard was her calling me witch, witch over and over again.  I have to say this amused me.  When I asked what she was called though my mind she answered Josephine, Josephine over and over again.  For the first time and at my wish, my Men In Black guardian spirits stood back and let me experience this encounter like someone on Paranormal Witness! Lol.  They did not interfere.

I tried to talk to Josephine but she was more eager to start a fight with me.  She greatly disapproved of me altogether and I apparently did not have one redeeming character.  I could see an outline of the woman moving around the room but her image was more clear in my mind.  I was surprised to see that she was a puritan girl complete with the white cap around her head.  She kept pushing and shoving me while I washed my hands and dried them.  I couldn't help grin and tell her defiantly that we were now in the 21st century and she had to move with the times!  When she got a little rough one of my MIBs moved her against the wall and kept her there so I could leave.  I actually felt honoured to have been allowed to have the experience and not overprotected by my Guardians as I walked down the stairs back to my table hearing witch ringing in my ears.  But it wasn't over yet!

Sitting at the table finishing my coffee, Josephine appeared next to me.  This time she was holding a broom.  Josephine proceeded to hit at my feet with the broom and shout at me to get out.  She kept doing it wanting to sweep me and my energy out of the restaurant.  She continued trying to brush me away even as I paid the bill and walked out the door.  A week later I returned to the restaurant with two other friends, also Spiritual Mediums who were keen to see if they could pick anything up.  Again, I trotted upstairs and was greeted with the same welcome.  This time Josephine was more vicious and my MIBs weren't letting her get her way, pushing her away from me. as though they were bodyguards and I a celebrity that needed protecting.  Chance would be a fine thing! Nice to know I am important to someone! Lol.

One of my friends went upstairs and whilst there heard footsteps but did not see anyone.  When I came back downstairs Josephine tried to chase me out with a broom and shouted at me to get out once more.  Now she was joined with another young Puritan girl who was joining the show.  My friends and I left and as we did I felt a hand in my back pushing me out of the door - one of my MIBs.  I haven't been back for a while but when I walk past I can see them fussing around the tables outside watching out for me shouting witch, witch as I pass!

Join me tomorrow when I talk about the ghost taxi driver, flashing house lights, things that go bump in the night, stalking shopper ghost and the rockstar MIB who appeared next to me today who helps me choose what music to listen to!

Before I go, can anyone else see faces of some spirits in my book cover?

Don't have nightmares! :)

Sara